Tantika

Then suddenly it hits you. Like a cold wave. A numb pain. She doesnt love me. Theres nothing for her to gain. It's Slowly seaping in. Losing everything. My Mind body and soul. The emotions are so deciving. Please fix me now. It's Taking over. Distryoing the warmth Hurting me deep within. A fierce ache. Feeling so fake. A Agony, A strong bitterness. Feeling so hopeless. The hurt. The distressed. wanting to dismantle the lonelyness. Struck though my heart. Now everythings falling apart Breaking so easy. Being so fragile. Seaching for a new light. I'm not going to put up much of a fight. Not feeling like this. Feeli